So anyway! I started this new blog probably because I wanted to find a place to rant without troubling others. I want to make this blog a little shush but I hope I don't read it in the future when I'm an adult and wonder to myself what the heck I was thinking about when I was oblivious teenager. So I sincerely hope I don't speak any evils. :3
Yeah but anyways, today's post will be about the topic of starting afresh.
As a sixteen-year-old in the current world; straight out of Secondary school... I feel really unsure of things. To be honest, I don't really have any idea what I want to do in life either. ): This makes me really sad.
Some would say, get a job. Others would say, study more. Another group would say, have fun. But right now, after seeing a friend of mine get an award for doing well in his studies this year, it makes me wonder and worry a lot about my 'O' Level results. ): I wonder if I worked hard enough... Was I playing too much or something? Because truly, I've been rotting my life away. (In a sense that I haven't given my best in studying during Secondary 3.) ): I don't mind going to a polytechnic, but will I get into the course of my choice?
Which brings me to my next topic. Recent news have been going around and it says that a certain major and national exam will be scraped off from Primary school life for students here. D: BUT WHY. I mean, it's an examination to determine like, what Secondary school you will go to! If it's so insignificant in the first place to be so easily scraped off... Why did you introduce it? Stress? A primary school student has stress?! Try the working world. Try secondary school life or even University or Junior College. Really? ): I am not critising these actions but more to simply expressing my thoughts on this issue as a student myself, after all, many of us went through the exact same process to get into the school of our choice.
My goodness. What has the world become? Adults are funny people. They tell their children to be polite, to be respectful, to be open-minded, to be everything they're not. To be hardworking, to be creative and most importantly, to not lie. But why is it still that society tends to judge others negatively and shun them like the plague? Why is it that adults still lie in their workplace and backstab each other? Does it amuse humans to see each other suffer...? Tsk. Hypocrites. The irony and their contradictions are simply ridiculous. Honestly.
Anyway. I'm going to be flying off somewhere this holidays... As a matter of fact, I'll be flying off tonight! Maybe if I take this short trip, I'll be able to clear my mind and think more positively and work hard to become an even better person. I'll be leaving behind things like my boyfriend and... Things. )': But it'll only be for a week so I don't see why I should be sad? I guess? (': Sigh. I'll miss him though. <3
Oh right, before I forget. I don't mean to sound cliche-ish and corny all the time! (x Heheh! But yeah! I tend to overdramatise things sometimes and overreact. And also, just a brief further intro to this blog! I'll be using this space for writing my feelings and slightly more mature thoughts/rants and also perhaps more ~NC16 and above romance-y-ish slash perverted-ish stories soooo... Bear with me! :3 Leave a comment if you like! Yay or nay? (;
Aye. And I'll give you a quick lowdown on myself now. I am a sixteen-year-old female who recently dyed her hair copper brown. I adore taking photos, love watching movies, am smittened with bears and was once an important figure (head?) in school. Hmm. I enjoy meeting new people sometimes and I am open to many many teachings (simply putting it, I am quite a flexible person. xD Please don't take that the wrong way). I loathe math and am absolutely engrossed with the art of humanities. Do tell me if you'll like to know more about me! (:
Signing off!
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