Hello once again! Yes, please bear with the rants of this bear. (:
Alright so anyways, today I'd just like to write down some of my unhappy thoughts and bad experiences I had today on this blog because I need somewhere to channel my bad emotions... (': And I'm pretty slow but I absolutely adore the new blogger because it's somewhat similar to MSWord now. :D
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| Keys unlock many things, secret or not. |
*Sigh* My first bad experience today was with keys. Keys are funny little things that are fucking hilarious sometimes. Today, I met a laughable one that refused to unlock the padlock on the house's gate. Funny chap that one is. It just got you know... Copied. So typically, it could have been a failure the first time. But to fail twice? I was disappointed because I had been running late. Unfortunately luck was not on my side as usual. Not a new thing. Tsk. I had to go back to the market to meet up with mother to get that key again but only to return with that second failure. And since I was running late, I just simply had my shower and headed out to meet my boyfriend. (with the help of my mother's fashion advice, I wore a wonderful coverall with beautiful black leggings and a stretchy white top for the date.)
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| Bitch, I'm fabulous. |
Which brings me to my date with my boyfriend. We spent the day going about town to buy Christmas gifts for two of his tuition and close friends, then we continued walking till late evening and met like two more of his friends who were either at work or just dismissed from. Ever the popular boy he is! Hm. I decided I'll get him either a fashion accessory, clothes or simply something meaningful. The day ended sour though because I was left alone to wait for my bus and yeahh... Hunger issues too. )':
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| *Sigh* So mean. So mean. |
To top it off, after I had my "dinner" that I had for takeaway, my recently quarrelling parents started lecturing me about how I shouldn't become a wild girl and all that stupid stupid shit. Telling me not to pet or cuddle or all that. )': I mean what did I do? I know it's good for me but... Do I honestly seem that wild in their eyes...? ): And when I said a friend invited me for Christmas caroling and to attend service at a church, they said I shouldn't and I would eventually become a Christian. For gods sake (how ironic), I am a freethinker and a human being, I have the right to choose what sort of religion or belief I wish to follow yes? Be it science or whatnot. I got over a conversation about this online before with a random stranger and it annoyed me. A lot. Honestly, just mind your own religion, people can settle it for themselves alright? I want to always remain a freethinker because I think all religions have their awesomeness.
Anyways. It pains me to know that my own parents are kind of unbelieving about me and don't trust my instincts. I am truly upset about this. So I slowly walked away from the group and cried in the shower at what a horrible day I had. Ugh. The shame of the shower room. )x Then I knocked myself out of this mess and told myself that I should remain calm. I then locked myself in my room to reflect and write this post.
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Sigh. Horrid. Horrid. Mentally emotional day. Upsetting. Demoralising.
I do hope I'll do well in life.
Goodnight and signing off!
somebearcub
