OVSPRFK

Is the glass half-full or half-empty?

 Define.

-"a person with a positive outlook on life."

-"a person who habitually sees or anticipates the worst."

Quite polar opposites eh?

I'd like to talk about this two traits today.

Personally, I think I'm a optimist. Cheery, always smiling and calm. Always encouraging others to do their best and everything will be OK in the end. But deep down, I'm really just a pessimist. I lack confidence, and I assume the worst-case scenario in almost everything. I don't trust judgement and I hate hearing criticism. Which probably means showbiz isn't my kind of thing. I wonder why different people can have different outlooks on life, so vastly different too. Sigh. Be it being happy all the time or an emo ass, both have their ups and downs. It's all dependent on how you choose to live your life and how you feel about it.

Being the sunshine all the time gets a little boring and vice-versa, but I'm one to talk, heh! But... *Shrug* Boredom is easily found when we have no aim in life. Being an emo is difficult too in the modern society, people reject negativeness, yet are so negative themselves.

 

Could it be due to our upbringing? Our DNA? Our mindset? Our religion? Our race? I don't know. Afterall, we're all the same species of living things - Humans. A strange class of our own. 

Now, on the reality and fantasy. I'll be honest, I hate my life. I hate it. Loathe it. Absolutely abhor it. It's miserable, boring and filled with uneventful days. Sometimes I wished life would be a little bit more interesting in terms of random cool events that happen, or people. After watching a drama recently, I realized how pathetic my life is. Finding people who care is really tough and everyone is selfish as fuck. Then again, it is a drama so I don't see why my life should be a drama. But okay, I admit. I want it to be. 

I want all the cheesy shit, maybe not all, but some? A love? A MELODRAMATIC LOVEEEEE~ Omoooo *Goes all googly-eyed*. Sigh. I want something cool to happen to me! Whenever will that happen pfft. Alright alright, it will NEVER happen. (': Well this sucks. 

Anyway, that's pretty much all I've gotta say for now actually... Hmm. Can't think of anything from the back of my head right now. I'm kinda sleepy.

(the bear cub stretches and yawns cutely)