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Today, my post will be on... Wait for it... Wait for it...! 

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A QUESTIONABLE QUIZ

Yeah so, basically I had a flashback about the time when everyone was crazy over these notes on Facebook and shit. So I decided I would revamp a little on some of these notes/make a new one to answer some questions out of pure boredom. (I should actually be like, watching anime (One Piece & HunterxHunter) but, y'know. I have to do other things too so I don't get sleepy.)

Without further ado... HERE GOES NOTHING.

THE QUIZ OF DOOOOOMM. NAH JK.

THE QUIZ OF 111 QUESTIONS.

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?

 As ready as I'll ever be! *Peace*

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?

 Nope. It was completely planned/mutual/decided and is still ongoing.

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?

Why is there no No.3? Anyway, it was my boyfriend. 

5) Do you regret it?

Nope. Obviously not.

6) Have you ever been depressed?

Yes. Yes I have. (': It was a time of pain and idiocy.

7)Are you a boy or girl?

I am a bonafide female!

9) What is your relationship status?

Attached! But I sometimes oogle at handsome men. (Truth be told) Like actors/idols...Etc. There is also no No.8! o:

10) How do you want to die?

I'd like to die in my sleep. Either that or die doing something I enjoy.

11) What did you last eat?

 I last ate Cake! GLORIOUS CHOCOLATE CAKE. PRAISE THE LORD. 

12) Played any sports?

Yep, I do Badminton. When I was younger, I did both Badminton and Basketball as a hobby with my friends. (BOUNCE BOUNCE)

13) Do you bite your nails ?

Nope! I think biting nails is scary because it makes your nails disfigured for some reason or another. But hey, to each his own! o:

14) When was your last physical fight?

Physical... Um. Awhile back. I wrestled with my boyfriend. o_o

15) Do you have an attitude?

Only to specific people. And I used to be pissed when I played online games. I would curse and swear at dying and all that shit.

16) Do you like someone? 

I love someone. But how do you define love? Hmmmm.

17) What is your real name?

That is for me to know and for you to find out. ;D

19) Are you gonna get high later ?

Maybe. If I eat some sweets or any sugary substance! o: I get high when I eat chocolate and anything with sugar in general. (OMG WHERE DID 18 GO)

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?

Nope. I figured that as humans, we shouldn't stay angry with each other for so long as it'll cause harm to ourselves and the people around us.

21) Do you miss someone?

Yeeeeep.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?

I twist it... AND THEN CUT IT. WEEEEE~ (CURL)(CURL)

23) Do you tan a lot?

Oh dear lord no! Tanning is bad for your skin! D: You'll grow old all wrinkly.

24) Have any pets?

Unfortunately no. I do not have any pets. )': Boohoohoo.

25) How exactly are you feeling?

I'm feeling... Amused and... Um. Thoughtful at the moment! *GUH*

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?

YEAH! I'll have you know, I ate a ice-cream once, once. AND I DIDN'T SPILL.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?

Funny you should mention this but yes, yes I have! O: OH WE MUST NOT SPEAK OF SUCH EVILS. ;DD

28) Would you take any of your exes back?

Hmmmmmmm... No. Maybe one but. Nah. Nahhhhh. No. ._. I'm happy now.

29) Are you scared of spiders?

Oooooooohhhhhhh~ YEEESSSS I AM... NOT! MWAHAHAHAHAHA.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Yes... I'LL BE A TIMELORD. I'LL BE THE DOCTOR.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?

I regret not studying hard enough! And for doing many unnecessary things for people that ultimately don't give a damn about me. )': (SOBSOB)

32) What are your plans for this weekend?

;D You.

33) Do you want to have kids?

Hmmm~ I'll name him... Lancelot. And he shall be my Lancelot. :D As for her... Keira will do just lovely. KEIRAA DARLING. EAT YOUR VEGGIES.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

YES MUMMMYYYYY

35) Do you type fast?

I'd like to think I do! 

36) Do you have piercings? How many?

I HAZ TWO EARSZ AND SOZ I HAZ TWOZ

37) Want any more?

NAHHH. I'M PRETTY GOOD HERE.

38) Can you spell well?

YEAADDDAAA. Maaaaybbbeeee~

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?

): Yes... I do... )))':

40) What are you craving right now?

RAW FISH. *W*

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?

Nah.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?

Oh yissss I haz.

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

We don't really um drive.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

I'm a heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-breaker~

46) Have you ever been cheated on?

YISS. DANGIT I NEARLY WON THAT GAME OF CHEAT.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

Uuuhhh-huhhhh~ I CUT ONIONS. IN FRONT OF THEM.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?

Maaaybee. I'll think about it. ;D

50) What should you be doing ?

Watching anime! *DROOOOOLLS*

51) What’s irritating you right now?

How I never seem to find someone that has the exact same personality/traits/hobbies as me. ):

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

Maaaayybeee.

 

53) Does somebody love you?

Yeeesss!! EVERYBODY LOVES EVERYBODAY.

54) What is your favorite colour ?

I ADORE GREEN. GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

;D OOH YES I HAVE. 

57) Do you have trust issues?

I did. I actually did. But not anymore. I realised that people get offended when you say you don't trust them. So I tend to keep to myself about these things these days.

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

We have a FABULOUS relationship and I mean it! :DDD

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

I don't really have proper-exes but! Relationships yes soooo. I suppose my most recent ex... Would think of me how I would think of him. That moment when pop! OH RIGHT. THAT PERSON EXISTED. O:

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?

It was a long time ago. I haven't cried in front of people for a very long time. I usually cry when nobody's at home and I cry in the bathroom when I'm showering because I sometimes hate myself for being a stupid girl with no talent. People usually don't know what to do when other people cry in front of them (including I, I have no fucking idea what to do except hug and console them), so I stop doing so to avoid causing others trouble.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?

Omg I got so serious. o_o But yeah I do. Why not, I mean come on.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?

It is easier to forgive than to forget. It's like a scar! Always there.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?

Not yet it isn't! ;D

67) What was your child hood nickname?

MON CHERIE ;D Nah. It was Cheri and Cher. :3

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

Oooohlalala~ Nope! I should try that one day and scare other people. And get arrested... Wait. Nah. No. Won't do it. (WHERE IS 69 IS IT BECAUSE 69 ISN'T JUST A NUMBER)

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

You don't say?

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

I... I SHUT MY EYES.

73) What is bothering you?

My future.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?

WAI SO ANCIENT. PROVINCE?! xD Yeah! I HAVE.

75) Do you play the Wii?

Naaaahhahahaha. Kinect is much much much MUCH better.

76) Are you listening to music right now?

I am not. ): ANNNNDDD... I just switched it on.

77) Do you like Chinese food?

YEAHHHHHHH FUCK YISSSS.

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?

IT JUST PASSED! :DD

79) Are you afraid of the dark?

Interesting... Ummm. Yes. I believe monsters lurk in the darkness.

80) Is cheating ever okay?

^^ What do you think? Screw off.

81) Are you mean?

No. I'm not usually mean. But I can be if I want to I guess? Everybody is secretly mean deep inside.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?

NOOOOOOOOO D: (WHERE DID 83 GO)

84) Do you believe in true love?

I'm not sure, to be completely honest. (HOLY SHIT LOOK YOU BUNCHA SCAMMERS. 83, 85, 86, 87 ARE MISSING)

88) Do you like the outside?

WHAT IS THE OUTSIDE!? HAHAHA. I don't mind it! I enjoy trekking. (:

 

89) Are you currently bored?

Not really no. *Yawn*

90) Do you wanna get married?

(: When the time comes, I'll decide. But yes. I want a simple wedding too. :3

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

I originally thought that calling another person baby was a little... (childish and insulting) Because y'know, you're calling some other person a baby. o_o But I'm fine with the idea now. 

92) Are you hungry?

Nope! *Stomach growls* (^///^)> Ahahahaha.

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?

;D HEHEHE

94) What makes you happy?

When people give me what I want in a nicely wrapped way. :D And doing things I like.

95) Would you change your name? 

Never.

96) Ever been to Alaska?

One day. (WHERE IS 97)

98) Do you watch the news?

Rarely these days. But I keep myself update through other means!

 

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?

:D NANANANANA BAT MAAANANNNN. I'M A... A... A... TIMID AND CRAFTY CREATURE

100) Do you like Subway?

ERMAHGERD SUBAWAY <3

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

Naaaahhh. Mummy knows best.

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

ERMAHGERD LET'S START A HAPPY FAMILY. NOT. o_o WHY NOW.

103) Do you talk like your friends? 

ERMAHGERD WE BE BITCHES. Nahhh. We don't talk the same.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?

(WHERE IS 104) Yes, many times. :DD

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

Yeaaaahahhaha! :D

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

My boyfriend.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

YES. STOP POLLUTING THE AIR.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Myself.

110) Favourite lyrics right now?

I'm pretty obsessed with the lyrics of Metro Station's Shake It, Something 'Bout Love by David Archuleta and Five For Fighting's Superman.

111) Can you count to one million?

 YEAH BUT I DON'T WANNA. GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT.

And done! :D This quiz is bad. It skips so so so so many numbers.

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The Course of a River.

Hello once again lovely blog. You're looking extremely green as usual! :3

Righto! Then let's get to it. Today's blog post will be about the topic of life. (: Yes, I'll be sharing my personal experiences and in general, where I would like to go from here on as a female living in the 21st Century advancing world where everything you do will be judged based on what you look like, dress like, listen to, eat... Blah blah blah. Ah society. What the fuck are you doing to yourself? And gee. What a 'happy' world we have evolved into.



"Oh that dress is absolutely disgusting! It SO does NOT compliment your eyes at all."

In this post, I may also be touching a little bit (maybe a bit more) on current affairs... And stuff in general. Note that this post is also going to be long and wordy and filled with Mean Girls and Disney characters because Disney is just fucking awesome and Mean Girls is a totally realistic movie.(HAHA I ENDED UP NOT USING MUCH) (Ohmai, mmn. I'm sorry for my use of vulgarities but I just want to emphasise my point. :D)
 

Look! Look! Look at all the hipsters everywhere!

To be honest, I don't hate hipsters. And when I say hipsters, I'm talking about those people who carry around gramphones as opposed to iPods. Those who carry typewriters, not laptops to type an essay. Those that have a sense of aesthetics that is literally off the charts. Like level 9999 or something. Like pink elephants in a room! By aspiring to be different from the rest of the world... Mmnhmm. Not an easy task. (': I myself don't enjoy or favour mainstream things in general. When something becomes a little too common it feels as if it has lost all its meaning. ):

It's like walking on the street and realising that another person is wearing the exact same clothes as you. Then it's like you're not special or going to stand out wearing that shirt anymore. I hate that feeling. It annoys me to no end... I do realise/hearsay that guys actually make friends from wearing the same type of clothes though! But that's not exactly my point. My point is, I don't get why people like, enjoy trying to be 'normal'? I mean, why blend in when you can stand out as something wonderful? Unless you already are being yourself then I have no qualms but seriously? Who are we kidding here? Just stop trying to be somebody you're not just to be popular or something geez. 

Society is judgemental, doesn't mean you have to be judgemental too. Be more accepting of yourself and you'll realise that hey, being yourself is actually a beautiful thing and people are so totally wrong about you. Stand up for yourself sometimes and eventually once you accept yourself, learn to accept others as they are too. The world will be a much better place with more people being accepting of others. Those heavy, thick masks that some people wear should be abolished and never resurrected ever again. Ah sigh. I'm being a judgemental bitch now aren't I?

(There are however exceptions that go against the rules of humanism and morals, say, being a psycho murderer and killing people for the fuck of it, a sick perverted rapist, a bloody pedophile... Yeah, the list goes on. But you see my point right? And yes, I do realise that I myself am being judgemental here but, do you realise what murderers, rapists and pedophiles are doing to our society?! MURDER HELLO?!)

 

Alright let's move on, I'd like to touch on the topic of my further education again. (': Because my future is important to me. So... Starting from the mid of April I'll be attending a Polytechnic! I'm actually quite pleased with this because I think I'll like the environment since it's very University-life-like with the lectures and all. I'll be taking a course in the Business faculty just so you know. I think this course is very relevant to the future of jobs in particular as well as in businesses. With technology being so widespread and able to send out information and all, it is important that workers are skilled in the subject. So yeah! And since the course combines both subjects of Business and IT which I am keen on learning about and have an aplitude to, I suppose I'll be very happy doing what I do in the near future. Time flies quickly. (:

I believe the path I've chosen will suit me well. But I am worried about getting a job in my field of expertise. Hmmm. We'll see anyways. ): 

 I want to have this look when I'm studying. It reminds me of Taylor Swift! o: Very pretty huh!

 I want to start studying again because I will then have something to look forward to.But I think once school gets busy, I'll regret saying what I just said and oh-so-desperately wish for holidays to come quickly. 

Speaking of technology in recent times and studies leading to jobs, I'd like to make a special mention to the B-E-A-U-TIFUL offices of Google and Twitter. Recently I watched a video on how more and more people (including celebs like Will.I.Am) are actually studying computer coding. :D People who are able to code, like Mark Zuckerberg and Bill Gates, all came up with genius ideas for the internet and programs. Brilliance at it's best. Notice how they are also drop-outs from school. Y'know, I think that if we want to be successful in life, we need to acquire a strong sense of devotion to a particular aspiration we have. Say you wanna be an actor, so as long as you have the right connections, talent and have a strong passion for it, I believe one will be able to achieve that dream. (Go look up Nicholas Cage's yearbook quote or something. He said he wanted to steal the Declaration of Independence. (x He did. Technically.) 

SO YEAH. The key to success is to always keep your eyes on the goal and work extremely hard for it. 

A short little note.
(I'd just like to mention the current state of affairs in the world. D: I think in recent times, Mother Nature has been rather ruthless with several countries. It may perhaps be due to global warming. Or. Humans. Or. Karma. Maybe.See all the protests and shit all over places now. We humans are... Well. Cruel. ): To animals, plants, Gaia itself included. How can we stop this? How? ):)

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Last but not least, I want to talk about relationships. In about 4 more days, I'll be having my first year anniversary with my boyfriend. (: Wow. One year. One year. Time truly, truly flies. (': I wonder how long we will last actually? A lifetime? o: To be honest, I'm quite afraid of commitment. :/ I can't bring myself to like, ENTIRELY ENTIRELY devote myself to something unless I really am into it. ): Why you ask? Because I'm scared. I'm scared of losing things. That feeling of loss I get from suddenly losing something is so painful and just. I can't take it.

Another thing I'm scared of is, going out one day and seeing my boyfriend with another girl. I don't care who the fuck she is (unless it's his mother or sister) but I'd be pissed and totally be unable to trust him anymore if that ever happens. (I actually had a dream about this once. When I woke up I felt really angry and was about to cry.) But! I got over that feeling recently. I realise that in life, we'll definitely have friends of the opposite sex and all. So yeah, I'm not going to be a petty girlfriend. (':

ALRIGHT. I'M DONE WITH MY POST. :D YAY. SO LONG FOR ME.